cakes and food

red velvet cake n cake pandan keju
biskuit indira
red velvet cake
steak, bikinya jam 11 malem lohh, diet oh diettt


roti tawar perdana

mumpung gi mood nge blog, gw mo masukin foto2 makanan yg pernah gw buat 1 bulan terakhir tpi lom sempet gw masukin di mari, kebanyakan lupa gw simpen di komputer, banyaknya di hp gw,, :( .. sekarang gw seringnya bikin mkanan buat indi, soalnya doski dah g mau makan bubur lagi,, gayanya anakku yaa, maunya nasi biasa, so gw hrus puter otak buat lauknya,,

be carreful with your wishes

dlu waktu asi gw msih berlimpah bahkan berlebih, gw sempet ngebayangin coba klo asi gw berkurang so gw g kn repot2 nyari tempat klo pas ngebageul, n g repot mindahin asip dri 1 kulkas ke kulkas lain,, ternyata gw g mensyukuri apa yg gw dapet ya, kerasa sekarang pas asi gw gi bkurang yg asalnya dri 7-8 botol sehari turun jadi 4-5, n parahnya skr 2 botol aja gw hrus susah payah pumping, :((
sekarang gw harus mulai lagi dri awal. mulai booster lagi, minum lactamom lagi, sering pumping lagi,demi kejar setoran buat anak gw, ni gara2 gw takabur, menganggap enteng semua,,,, padahal kn perjalanan gw buat asix indira 1 tahun lagi,,,,,

foto indira

buat ngebalikin mood lgi hari ini,, mdending mejeng foto Indira ahhhh

really need her right now,,,,

i know that i asking too much,,,i'm not forget for the gift that i have,,i have a amazing daughter and a friendly mother in law.

but still i need her, need her hug, need her support, need her love,, need her defense for my problem,, need her when i doubt my marriage..

need her so much who can make me feel at home with all the love her have,,,

apart of that,, i'm just a woman who need her mother beside me